Reliving it

November 18th, 2009

I just watched ‘The schoolboy who sailed around the world’ - I had recorded it and had forgotten that I had. I turned it on. Somewhat relucantly. Not sure why.

And just like that I was taken back. It’s amazing how you can watch programmes about things your entire life and think you know what they’re about and then you actually do the thing you’re watching on TV and you realise that even though a picture (a moving picture) can capture a thousand words, a thousand words is still not enough.

You need to have been there, to have seen it, to have smelt and felt and heard and tasted it. And I only did the first little bit of that boy’s journey. But as he sailed into the Canaries and battled with squalls through the Doldrums, it was like reliving my experience all over again.

Watching him race through the southern Atlantic made me feel even more jealous of the crews who arrived in Cape Town this week. Watching him wipe out in the Southern Ocean made me think that perhaps being on land was ok! Yet part of me still wants to experience that. 

It’s so hard to describe just what an impact the ocean has on you. It’s big. It’s blue. It’s surreal. It’s like a mirror that reflects your moods and indeed, creates your moods.  And once you’ve sailed on it, really sailed on it, you can never ever see the sea in the same way again.

The only way I can describe it is that it’s like becoming a parent . Until you’ve been one, you can only imagine what it’s like, but you’ll never really ‘get it’ until you do it yourself.

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  • 1. Nicola Camp  |  November 18th, 2009 at 7:58 pm

    Having been a bit absent myself of late (tho no sailing the ocean for me) I have just read your last few posts. I love your line ‘Life is for living’. Yes. So trite to say ‘every day like your last’ but funny how many people with a real or imaginary death sentence suddenly ‘wake up’ and do just that. I think your trip was an incredible achievement - and I hope it spurs you on to even more adventures (even if it is just realising that even a trip to the park with the kids sometimes is an adventure to be savoured).

    xx

  • 2. admin  |  November 20th, 2009 at 12:04 am

    You’re right Nicola - it has made me see that most things can be an adventure, even a trip to the park. But it’s also reassured me that it is possible to escape the hamster wheel every now and then and do something crazy. Am sure there will be more crazy trips in the future :-)

  • 3. pink ugg boots  |  September 3rd, 2010 at 12:20 am

    Serious work, good person.

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